urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189 uh oh its blazo... uh oh its blazo... 2007-01-08T04:50:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:161790 2007-01-08T04:50:07Z 2007-01-08T04:50:07Z O6 had its up and some downs. i learned more about myself then any other time in my life. i learned what i was meant to do with my life. i learned who my true friends are. i meant a girl i can see myself with for quite some time. who would of thought eh. i started my own business. i realized im going to change some major lifes in the next 5 years. most importantly i realized, that no matter what happens, there is always tomorrow. the past is the past, you cant dwell on it, the only thing that matters is what your going to do to prevent it from happening ever again. i mean i have to be the craziest dude i know or pretty much the craziest in detroit. who knows. but one thing i know, is now with my business i can take my crazyness to a new level and put it 2 good use. i dont have to succomb myself to people for anything anymore. in 06 what a year, i thank god for 06. i almost got killed a couple times, a frat house shut down, realized i dont need to work for somebody whos going to use me and put my ksills to better use, and be better paid. realized true friends arent always who they say there are. there the ones who'll put everything down grab a gas can at 3 am and come save me no matter where i am, with out hesitating. i realized my true friends are the ones who wont kick me when im down, but sometimes leave me behind when i need it, and push me harder when i dont think i could go any more. its like my whole life i was filling it with a big void, girls, drinking, partying, and in 06 i realized there is way more 2 life then that. dont get me wrong, im still the craziest guy i know. im still the guy whos dated a girl in almost every state, but now im the guy with a purpose. somebody might read this, or nobody at all. but if you do. just know if i know you or dont im here for you. because somebody was there for me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:161339 2006-08-06T21:16:41Z 2006-08-06T21:16:41Z who just wants to get down? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:161220 2006-07-04T21:10:33Z 2006-07-04T21:10:33Z long walk on the beach would be key indeed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:160816 2006-05-20T00:56:22Z 2006-05-22T00:18:08Z long time for this thing.<br />but we all know how that goes.<br />kind of funny thing i noticed lately,<br />all those "cool kids" in high school who talked about being so cool and awsome in life and have gret careers.<br />now their just plain old white trash. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:160593 2006-04-26T19:59:59Z 2006-04-26T19:59:59Z these are the words that you'll never ever here in a sentence together.<br /><br />Nick, Brian, girlfriend, marriage, kids, having, getting, married, wife.<br /><br />we truly are 2 of a kind. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:160319 2006-04-11T21:17:13Z 2006-04-11T21:17:13Z Have to buy flowers. oh and somebody told me i need to have a little "faith" this weekend.. shall be good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:160078 2006-04-05T17:00:39Z 2006-04-05T17:00:39Z this is the worst feeling in the world.<br />right now id do anything to be like hey want come over and sleep, or watch a movie.<br />but i cant.<br />id do anything for this back urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:159856 2006-04-01T01:00:56Z 2006-04-01T01:00:56Z its offical. i will be single till i die. and i also will be on the real world.<br />happy margaritaville!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:159743 2006-03-10T19:59:31Z 2006-03-10T19:59:31Z i think i have a girrrllllfriennnddd.. it hurts to say that word.. i havent said that shit in like 3 years. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:159335 2006-02-11T01:22:15Z 2006-02-11T01:22:15Z i have a valentines date with harrys bar.<br />couldnt ask for anything more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:159169 2006-01-15T06:22:16Z 2006-01-15T06:22:49Z i am quite possibly making one of the best and smartest decisons of my life tonight, by not doing what ive been wanting too.<br /><br />friendship does mean alot more to me then some do think. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:158674 2005-12-31T06:51:52Z 2005-12-31T06:51:52Z i fucking hate best buy.<br />its a friday night.<br />and i dont get out till 12:45.<br />shutting down shitty departments that arent even mine.<br />i hate it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:158386 2005-12-24T03:12:11Z 2005-12-24T03:12:11Z if it was up to me. <br />wed run it.<br />tag team back again.<br />starting off the new year right. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:158126 2005-12-16T02:40:32Z 2005-12-16T02:40:32Z oh i need you.<br />but i cant have you.<br />i hate it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:157808 2005-12-04T05:51:05Z 2005-12-04T05:51:05Z well i can say im back.<br />tonight ive never felt so uncomfortable in my life.<br />reason being??<br />ashlee simpson was checking me spurg and my other frat buddy out tonight.<br />you dont have to believe mem but i couldnt even look at her because the way she was looking at us.<br />next. we were 3 of 15 guys their, and the 3 that were with out girlfriends. and holy shit ive gained all confidence and a game back.<br />second.<br />went to see "from first to lasT"<br />it was fucking the shit.<br />going to 2 good concerts in 1 night is a good time. <br />best of both worlds id say.<br /><br />blazo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:157462 2005-12-04T05:51:00Z 2005-12-04T05:51:00Z well i can say im back.<br />tonight ive never felt so uncomfortable in my life.<br />reason being??<br />ashlee simpson was checking me spurg and my other frat buddy out tonight.<br />you dont have to believe mem but i couldnt even look at her because the way she was looking at us.<br />next. we were 3 of 15 guys their, and the 3 that were with out girlfriends. and holy shit ive gained all confidence and a game back.<br />second.<br />went to see "from first to lasT"<br />it was fucking the shit.<br />going to 2 good concerts in 1 night is a good time. <br />best of both worlds id say.<br /><br />blazo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:157250 2005-11-15T07:30:33Z 2005-11-15T07:30:33Z not going to pikesgiving inless..<br /><br />oh 21 in 20 days.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:157169 2005-10-15T02:50:45Z 2005-10-15T02:50:45Z tomorrow is the big day.<br />where blazo finally hits mtv bitches.<br />oh your damn sure im going to be in a music video tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:156767 2005-10-10T16:36:33Z 2005-10-10T16:36:33Z ill be the first to admit it. ive hurt more girls then actually liked girls in my time. ive said i liked people just to like somebody. Recently its just because im trying to get over the past or the future. Life takes its weird turns but yet sometimes its goes and gives you a u-turn. By no means am I a boyfriend material to most girls. I hit on every girl I see. Im twenty years old and in 55 days (keep that in mind for birthday gifts people) ill be twenty one. Ive one serious relationship and actually liked one person since then. Sometimes i ask myself am i really that big of a selfish prick or just young. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:156575 2005-09-25T04:14:10Z 2005-09-25T04:14:10Z its amazing how me and brian are the only 2 guys who whe we dont want to talk to you we just ignore.<br />haha.<br /><br />"big daddy blazo and papa dirk"<br /><br />i can see the movie now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:156360 2005-09-14T04:49:50Z 2005-09-14T04:49:50Z remeber the time you stayed up on the phone with me for 4 hours and fell asleep on the phone with me when i passed out with it against my ear and i woke up with you their...<br /><br />you'll never read this..<br />ill never see you again..<br />and i dont know..<br /><br />and it sucks.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:155923 2005-09-08T20:26:25Z 2005-09-08T20:26:25Z if i see one more girl in those hott flare capris.<br />with the chanel type glasses.<br />hair pulled back.<br />enough said.<br />too bad nothing like that comes to the pike house. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:155835 2005-09-06T14:44:34Z 2005-09-06T14:44:34Z first day of class in about 45 minutes.<br />this shits going to be a great semester already.<br />i can feel it.<br />good start already. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:155393 2005-08-24T14:13:12Z 2005-08-24T14:13:12Z school starts in 2 weeks.<br />that means im going to tear it the fuck apart. <br />like some of the freshman i have been seeing.<br />amazing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blaz0189:155368 2005-08-21T01:59:20Z 2005-08-21T01:59:20Z thanks for amanda, clio, jato, dirk, and ryan for coming to vist me.<br />shows true friendship.<br />ill never forget it.