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O6 had its up and some downs. i learned more about myself then any other time in my life. i learned what i was meant to do with my life. i learned who my true friends are. i meant a girl i can see myself with for quite some time. who would of thought eh. i started my own business. i realized im going to change some major lifes in the next 5 years. most importantly i realized, that no matter what happens, there is always tomorrow. the past is the past, you cant dwell on it, the only thing that matters is what your going to do to prevent it from happening ever again. i mean i have to be the craziest dude i know or pretty much the craziest in detroit. who knows. but one thing i know, is now with my business i can take my crazyness to a new level and put it 2 good use. i dont have to succomb myself to people for anything anymore. in 06 what a year, i thank god for 06. i almost got killed a couple times, a frat house shut down, realized i dont need to work for somebody whos going to use me and put my ksills to better use, and be better paid. realized true friends arent always who they say there are. there the ones who'll put everything down grab a gas can at 3 am and come save me no matter where i am, with out hesitating. i realized my true friends are the ones who wont kick me when im down, but sometimes leave me behind when i need it, and push me harder when i dont think i could go any more. its like my whole life i was filling it with a big void, girls, drinking, partying, and in 06 i realized there is way more 2 life then that. dont get me wrong, im still the craziest guy i know. im still the guy whos dated a girl in almost every state, but now im the guy with a purpose. somebody might read this, or nobody at all. but if you do. just know if i know you or dont im here for you. because somebody was there for me.
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[06 Aug 2006|05:16pm] |
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who just wants to get down?
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[04 Jul 2006|05:10pm] |
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long walk on the beach would be key indeed.
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[19 May 2006|08:48pm] |
long time for this thing.
but we all know how that goes.
kind of funny thing i noticed lately,
all those "cool kids" in high school who talked about being so cool and awsome in life and have gret careers.
now their just plain old white trash.
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[26 Apr 2006|03:57pm] |
these are the words that you'll never ever here in a sentence together.
Nick, Brian, girlfriend, marriage, kids, having, getting, married, wife.
we truly are 2 of a kind.
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[11 Apr 2006|05:16pm] |
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Have to buy flowers. oh and somebody told me i need to have a little "faith" this weekend.. shall be good.
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[05 Apr 2006|12:59pm] |
this is the worst feeling in the world.
right now id do anything to be like hey want come over and sleep, or watch a movie.
but i cant.
id do anything for this back
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[31 Mar 2006|08:00pm] |
its offical. i will be single till i die. and i also will be on the real world.
happy margaritaville!!
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[10 Mar 2006|02:56pm] |
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i think i have a girrrllllfriennnddd.. it hurts to say that word.. i havent said that shit in like 3 years.
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[10 Feb 2006|08:21pm] |
i have a valentines date with harrys bar.
couldnt ask for anything more.
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[15 Jan 2006|01:21am] |
i am quite possibly making one of the best and smartest decisons of my life tonight, by not doing what ive been wanting too.
friendship does mean alot more to me then some do think.
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[31 Dec 2005|01:51am] |
i fucking hate best buy.
its a friday night.
and i dont get out till 12:45.
shutting down shitty departments that arent even mine.
i hate it.
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[23 Dec 2005|10:11pm] |
if it was up to me.
wed run it.
tag team back again.
starting off the new year right.
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[15 Dec 2005|09:40pm] |
oh i need you.
but i cant have you.
i hate it.
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[04 Dec 2005|12:51am] |
well i can say im back.
tonight ive never felt so uncomfortable in my life.
reason being??
ashlee simpson was checking me spurg and my other frat buddy out tonight.
you dont have to believe mem but i couldnt even look at her because the way she was looking at us.
next. we were 3 of 15 guys their, and the 3 that were with out girlfriends. and holy shit ive gained all confidence and a game back.
second.
went to see "from first to lasT"
it was fucking the shit.
going to 2 good concerts in 1 night is a good time.
best of both worlds id say.
blazo
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[04 Dec 2005|12:51am] |
well i can say im back.
tonight ive never felt so uncomfortable in my life.
reason being??
ashlee simpson was checking me spurg and my other frat buddy out tonight.
you dont have to believe mem but i couldnt even look at her because the way she was looking at us.
next. we were 3 of 15 guys their, and the 3 that were with out girlfriends. and holy shit ive gained all confidence and a game back.
second.
went to see "from first to lasT"
it was fucking the shit.
going to 2 good concerts in 1 night is a good time.
best of both worlds id say.
blazo
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